Bad because I want.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

The last day, photo!!

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I forget to put a photo from the last day in the english class, with maria and some partners...I hope you like it!!

Oh, thanks Jesus to help me to can put the photo, and thanks to Maria, to send to Jesus the way to we can put a lot of photos in our blogs...

A lot of Kisses...*Mar*

The final exams!!

Hi to everybody!!
During a lot of time I can't write in my blog, because, as you know, I haven't got internet in Toledo's flat, and I can't go to my home until now...
Already is summer, the exams are arriving to their end, and all my friends will back to their homes...
The holidays start and the beaches are filled of people, parasoles, towels of bath, and so on...and I've to stay here in the centre of the country, in Toledo, because this year my parents decided we haven't got any holidays in the beach...so I stay in my house, with my computer, my family and studying to the september's exam...pf, it's so bored!!
I will miss all the days in wich I ate in the university's coffee, with my partners...the "tertulias de cotilleo" with all they, and a lot of well moments with they...Oh, I hope see you the next year, and at september too, eh...
I desired with all my forces that this finished, and now that it is happened, I'm sad and very melancholy, but this isn't a "good bye", only is a "to quick" because as soon as possible, I will go to my friends' village to visit them, and I will can to support the contact with the messenger or yahoo's direction, and with the mobile telephone, some e-mails...oh, it's so sad!!
In july, at the first fortnight, the marks will are putting in our expedients, and we can celebrate our passes...It will be the best, and I think that we will have a dinner all together to say "good-bye" or "until the next year"...
Well, I'm going to say "good-bye" lol...but, this end isn't to always, this is an "to quick"...
I hope see you in the same way I remember you...
A lot of kisses to everybody... See you soon, people!!
*Mar*

Sunday, May 22, 2005

My two prefer songs!!

Now, I want to put the two songs that I prefer...these are very beautiful...are sad, but I love they...

If you have the opportunity to hear it, please do it!!

The first song is of Natalie Imbruglia, and its call "shiver", is the new song of her new disc...and...its beautiful to me...

The second song is of Backstreet Boys...and this song remember me when I was a kid...Is of their new album too, and it's very sad, but I like so that...

I expect that these songs like you...

NATALIE IMBRUGLIA "Shiver"
I walk a mile with a smile I don’t know I don’t care where I am
But I know it’s alright
Jump the tracks can’t get back I don’t know anyone around here
But I’m safe this time
Cos when you, tell me, tell me, tell me stupid things, like you do
Yes I, have to, have to, have to change the rules, I can’t lose
Cos I shiver, I just break up, when I’m near you it all gets out of hand
Yes I shiver, I get bent up, there’s no way that I’ll know you’ll understand
We talk and talk around it all, who’d of thought we’d end up here
But I’m feeling fine
In a rush never trust you’ll be there, if I’d only stop
And take my time
Cos with you, I’m running, running, running somewhere I can’t get to
Yes I, have to, have to, have to change the rules, I’m with you
Cos I shiver, I just break up when I’m near you it all gets out of hand
Yes I shiver I get bent up there’s no way that I’ll know you’ll understand
What if you get of at the next stop?
Would you just wait as I’m drifting off?
And if I never saw you again, could I, put all, of this, aside
Cos I shiver, I just break up when I’m near you it all gets out of hand
Yes I shiver I get bent up there’s no way that I’ll know you’ll understand
I shiver, I shiver,
Cos I shiver, I just break up when I’m near you it all gets out of hand
Yes I shiver I get bent up there’s no way that I know you’ll understand



BACKSTREET BOYS LYRICS "Incomplete"
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
See you tomorrow...
*Mar*

Sorry!!

Hi Maria!!
I want to excuse me because this weekend I can't write in the blog...I was been very stressing with the exams, and I was been make a work of the university to can give it tomorrow...
Today we had a lunch all the family together, to celebrate my birthday, and then we had lunch a big chocolate's cake...All the things are well, but there is a thing that saddens me...this thing is that my three brothers have given me something of money to buy me a digital camera, and my mother had given anything, because she say that she pay me all the mobile phone bill...
I think that this is good, but really I expected that my mum buy me some present for my birthday...and therefore I believe that I'm still sadder...
I want that the day of tomorrow pass soon...and I want to forget it until the next year...
The 20th years only pass once in the life...and they was very important to me...but I'll pass it alone, in my flat of Toledo...
Bye bye...see you tomorrow...
Kisses...*Mar*

My sad birthday!!

Hi to everybody!!
I'm sad...tomorrow is my birthday, and I'll stay far of house because I'm going to study to the final exams and my family will phone me and will congratulate me...but I don't want this...I would prefer to pass this day with all my family, in my house, in my town and with all my friends...
I want cry...
I expect that someone remember my birthday and they send me a message with the mobile telephone...I wish...

Bye bye to everybody, and see you soon...A lot of kisses,

*Mar*

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

I'm depressive!!

Hello...
Today I've got up very sad...I don't know why, but today isn't my best day...
I believe that it happened me is that I'm thinking in the exams, and because I want to go to my home as soon as possible...So I can stay with my family during all the summer, and pass the holidays all together...
Here in Toledo I'm not very badly, but already I'm tired of this, and therefore I want to go to my town already, to see my friends, to take coffee with they, to carry to my nephews to the park, and so on...
After this month, all will return to the normality (at least that I expect) and I suppose that my "estados de ánimo" will be again the same one that before, because some months ago I was happy, pleases, and I was very smiling...but now I'm not thus, and I'd like that all this will be finishing because I'm not really good, and I need that all this change!!
This weekend I'm going to celebrate my birthday with merche and nieves, and I expect to pass it me very well, because I need a lot of laughters...I know that my friends understand me and they help me to surpass my depression...Thanks for to everybody!!!
Well, I'm going to finish this post because already is late...
See you soon, and a lot of kisses to everybody...Muak!

P.D: Sorry that yesterday I can't go to class...I wasn't very well...
I expect that you understand me...

*Mar*

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

A Fantastic Weekend!!!

Hello to everybody!!
This weekend I went to my town because there was a "romería" (I don't know how explain this word) for "San Isidro's party", and I spend these time very well...I saw a lot of people who I didn't saw for a long time...
I was there with all my friends...Ana, Ana Is., M.Fe, Laura, and all the boyfriends...I really enjoyed a lot...
The friday's night I went to the pubs with my best friends, Laura and Merche, and then started to arriving the other friends...We started to drink something and later, we started to speak about the next day, S.Isidro's party...I went back at home very soon, at 3:00 a.m because I was really tired, and the next day I had to get up very early to help my mum with the cleaning of the house...
In the saturday's afternoon I went to take a coffee with my friends, Merche, Laura and Use...and then we went to buy something to can drink these night in the meadow...
At 11:30 p.m started a firecrackers, and when it was finishing the people started to go to the meadow, because there was a lot of pubs with music, dancing people, lights of colours and a lot of "buen rollito"...
In the principle I was very sad and depressive...I didn't want anything and I wanted to go to my house as soon as possible...but while the night was passing, I started to pass the time very well, and I was speaking with a lot of people, Gabry, J.Carlos, Angel, Belén, Paco, Ramón, Carmen, Ana...and so on!
I went back at home at 7:30 a.m, with my friend Angel and his car..lol...I'm went to sleep a little, and at 11:00 I got up, and I started to call all my friends to go to the meadow once again...We meet to 1:00 p.m and we started to cook something to can eat later...At 5:00 we went to coffee to take something and later we went back at meadow...
There was a big tent with music, draining, beer, "tapeo"...After all I was very tired, and I needed to go to my house to resting by all the pass day...
When I arrived at home, I lit the computer and I started to chatting with some of my contacts, and later I made my luggage because the next day, at 8:00 a.m I'll go back to Toledo with my friend Merche, and whit her brother-in-law...
This has been my stressful and tired weekend...and the best of all is that the next weekend I have a party too, because the next monday, 23th of may, is my birthday and I am going to celebrate it with my friends in my town...
See you soon...bye bye to everybody...
A lot of kisses, muak!!
*Mar*

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Happy mother's day!!

Hello to everybody!!

I want to say my mum, Sorry Mum!!...because I forgot your day : (

I was very stressing with all the preparations my brother's wedding, and cause of this I forgot it...

Anyway, my mother loves me, she understand me and she forgives me...

When I got up on sunday, I went to my sister's house because all my family are eating there...and when I arrived, I started to eat, and I forgot this topic...Then, when all my brothers and my sister started to say congratulations, I remember this and I said congratulations too...

Then, I went to my house to finish my luggage because my brother Maxi went to bringing me to Toledo with his car, so I haven't went to Toledo by bus, because to travel in this form is very stressing...

When I arrived here, Lucy called me and said me I went to sleep with her, because her brother wasn't in home...At 10:30 p.m I catched the bus, and at 1:30 a.m Lucy and I went to sleep...

Well, I'm going to finish this because I'm going to go to the last class...

See you soon...a lot of kisses...lol

:) Muak!!

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Thank you for...

Hello!!

I'd like to give the thank you to everybody for enduring my character and badly humor...

Thank you to the teacher Maria by have so much patience with me, and because she reading my blog everyday and because she comments me...

Thank you to my parents, because they give me all I need without expecting nothing to change...by causing to smile...by help me to surpass all my problems...by help me with my career...by pay me all my whims and a flat here in Toledo...and by many things that I can't remember...But also to give me a worthy life...

Thank you to all my friends, because they counting with me for all...by those well moments...by those parties in the saturday nights...by those thursday in the "botellón" in Toledo...by help me when I'm sad...by understanding me...by try to listening me...by many things...

Tnahk you to my partners' flat, because they're very good with me...they help me with the flat's things...because they've always a smile in their face to me...

And finally, thanks to all my family by help me in the bad moments...by leave me not alone...by listening to me...by understanding me...by enduring my shouts, my rows and all my angrily moments...

I'd like to say too that thank you for all the people that I've known in the University, because all you're stupendous with me, and I'd like to say that I love you during a lot of time...well, forever...

Bye bye to everybody, and thanks to all for all...

A lot of kisses...**Mar**

This Thursday, party in C.Real!!

Hi to everybody!!
This thursday I'm going to C.Real with my best friends, Merche and Lucy, and other 2 people of "Sports Sciences", and I'm going to know to my internet's friend Paco, who is live there...
I hope to fun a lot of, and to know a lot of people...dancing in the disco with my friends, entertaining me with them, and make a lot of things...
I don't know if we can go to C.Real, because my friend's grandmother are dying, and if this happened before tomorrow, we'd have to return to our town to go the burial, but I'm praying all the nights so my friend's grandmother endure...
I will continue reporting you!!
P.D: Somebody look my other blog in spanish??
I'd like that you make it, and comments me something...lol
I remember you the direction in the other post...
Bye bye, see you soon!!
A lot of kisses...

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

My nephew's "bautizo"

Hi to everybody!!
Now I'm going to tell my stressing weekend...
The afternoon's friday I came back at home with the bus at 8:30 p.m...then I went to my brother's home to visit his and his wife...this day I got up early because the next day I'd to clean all my home...
The saturday I was cleaning with my sister in law, and then I'm going to take a coffee, and then I'm going to have a dinner with all my family...
On sunday I went to the church to "bautizar" to my nephew...and then we have a lunch in a restaurant in "El Toboso", and then I went again to my brother's house so take a coke, and then I'm going to my house to sleep because I was very tired...
See you soon!!